- Sun Mar 20, 2022 6:51:42 pm
#68267
Things change so fast. Yesterday, I wrote an entire confessional about a step by step plan but that all change when I realized all what I was up against.
After talking with Will, I remembered how volatile he is, and how he wants to feel in control. So literally this entire weekend (and it was a long one), I plotted with him. I made him feel like he's been calling the shots. I made him feel like we were in this together, like we were from the beginning. We decided to try to flip over one of the OG Kam 4 to flip with me, him, and Nina. It's so weird how nothing has changed. I still need him on my side for a vote to make sure I don't leave. This right now is the only angle I have and I need to suck it up and deal with it if I want to make it anywhere.
So we have tried talking to JD and Brad to flip over. Originally we thought JD would be easy to sway (and I even thought Will could do it), but JD isn't too responsive. Instead all day yesterday, him and I sent messages back and forth about how to talk to Erika and Tiffany, what to say so that we make sure our stories line up. And it's the darndest thing, we actually got Erika, Tiffany, and Brad to start spilling the goods. The more Will and I stayed together on this, the more they gave us.
So yeah, Brad gave us a lot to work with.
I don't know what got into me but I literally started taking all the copying and pasting with Will, would twist the messages a bit, and send what I wanted to Brad. I tweaked the messages. I told Brad that, in a nutshell, I want to work with him long term. I want to build a partnership with him and I want to go with him into merge. I told him because it would be unexpected, and nobody would even see it coming. I told him how I wanted to go for a Kam person this round, and in exchange, I would be willing to cut Will on the next one. He agreed to this so that is the plan.
Now I'm reading this and freaking out apparently Erika is saying my name, Tiffany is saying Will's. Nina hasn't even been online. We have 3 with Brad. I don't know about Nina but we told him we have a guaranteed 4th. It might be a 3-3 tie.
Now I'm scared. I might be going home. We'll see... hopefully I'll be here to write another confessional tomorrow.
-Lindsey
After talking with Will, I remembered how volatile he is, and how he wants to feel in control. So literally this entire weekend (and it was a long one), I plotted with him. I made him feel like he's been calling the shots. I made him feel like we were in this together, like we were from the beginning. We decided to try to flip over one of the OG Kam 4 to flip with me, him, and Nina. It's so weird how nothing has changed. I still need him on my side for a vote to make sure I don't leave. This right now is the only angle I have and I need to suck it up and deal with it if I want to make it anywhere.
So we have tried talking to JD and Brad to flip over. Originally we thought JD would be easy to sway (and I even thought Will could do it), but JD isn't too responsive. Instead all day yesterday, him and I sent messages back and forth about how to talk to Erika and Tiffany, what to say so that we make sure our stories line up. And it's the darndest thing, we actually got Erika, Tiffany, and Brad to start spilling the goods. The more Will and I stayed together on this, the more they gave us.
So yeah, Brad gave us a lot to work with.
I don't know what got into me but I literally started taking all the copying and pasting with Will, would twist the messages a bit, and send what I wanted to Brad. I tweaked the messages. I told Brad that, in a nutshell, I want to work with him long term. I want to build a partnership with him and I want to go with him into merge. I told him because it would be unexpected, and nobody would even see it coming. I told him how I wanted to go for a Kam person this round, and in exchange, I would be willing to cut Will on the next one. He agreed to this so that is the plan.
Now I'm reading this and freaking out apparently Erika is saying my name, Tiffany is saying Will's. Nina hasn't even been online. We have 3 with Brad. I don't know about Nina but we told him we have a guaranteed 4th. It might be a 3-3 tie.
Now I'm scared. I might be going home. We'll see... hopefully I'll be here to write another confessional tomorrow.
-Lindsey
